°Sorina's World°
A world of my own,my own life,my own tots,my own language....
,who's unlike any other .on the day you came to be I give you 3 cheers for all of the years .that you have lived to see ,Bring on the presents and the fun !because today, you're number one !"Happy ur-day!" we all chant .Anything you wish, we'll grant .Thank you, mom, for all that you do (From your daughter (who really loves you ..Sometimes I listen to Dariush that the sound sticks out of my eyes and ears and throat Hey people ..Am annoyed ..Am annoyed ..Am annoyed with the whole world ..Am annoyed with God too ..one of the hardest things to see is sadness in ur face .i felt it this past weekend and there’s no fix .either of u would understand .like my sis did… she told me she’d always be there for me try to think guys about wat u would need if u were a young girl who felt alone and disconnected ...from the two most important bonds u see everyone else experiencing that u do not have .and Am sure u just don’t know wat it would take to make u ok .especially when i especially don’t want to .i don’t want them to see that they’ve affected me in a negative way .but this evening, it couldn’t be helped so i left the place as soon as my eyes welled up .how unfortunate that i cry more outside than i have ever cried at home now that i have left, it seems that things are better. how does that happen? i struggled for months and in the two days i make my final decision and walk away, things change? my glass is now half empty.. but only because i continue to drink from it. there are new tunes i will be spinning when i leave here.. i’m only sixty-minus-twenty minutes away. i’m hoping i find a I remember you baby . .the door and walking through my heart, my emotions, my memory ??? Have you ever had a dream that seemed to go on N on, and when you finally do wake up, you find yourself exhausted? That's wat happened to me last nite. When the clock went off, I didn't know what to do. My mind was racing frm the dream, and I didn't realize for a second wat that !noise was, or even where I was! I hate those times! The Studio-Asan Art- I use to work for-1 month- calls me at least every other day to come back to work. I have since then, gotten the perfect job. I take care of Amir Hossein, I call his mama, in our home for 3 days a week.he is a sweet angel! ?never forgeTs my name, however, he calls me O i n a instead of S O r i n a Why !!!! I dunno!!!!bt,he says Ammeh(Aunti) perfectly with his adorable childshy Voice Anyway, I dreamed last night that the Studio called and stressed me out. .neighbor came in with Homa! I was excited to see her, bt, I needed to get home to Amirrr Nobody would help me get to him!!! ! to him! I was tired !!!!!!!!If my Amir is still asleep when mum leaves for Market, guess where I am going Silly dream, I know, Why are there so many un-happy people in this ole world, that has 2 create turmoil in some1 else's life for theirs 2 B complete? Most of us go through life, in our own little worlds, oblivious 2 other's, just trying 2 make it 1 more day, until a friends path crosses, and we grab the gusto and enjoy their mark on then we sleep. Ok, everything is great, until 1 day, BOOM, the silliness starts. Some comment has 2 B made in an unkind way, about sth they really know nothing about in the first place, then, a bunch of nonsense gets started, and you sit back N wonder, 'what did I do'? I am over here, 25 miles away, minding my own business, not bothering anybody, doing what I need 2 do, but all of this hatefulness is directed at me, by no means of my own, and it is pointless, senseless, N stupid. I just sit back, with this dumbfounded look on my face and in my heart and say "huh"? I truly hope you find some peace within yourself, N find your happy place, because I surely cannot find it 4 you. All I can do is leave you alone, as long as you let me, and go on, and live as I need to, with my peace, love N open heart. I pray that you N your family find the peace and contentment you so desire, even without ..knowing it. And, 2 B honest, I still love you. Through it all -p.s: Memorable night on the telephone ..Thank God for everything pp.s:guys Only a single register at:http://www.xpango.com/?ref=92686814 
,not the sadness because we were told we couldn’t have a candy or violin that we wanted
.bt sadness of a heart that is completely broken
,i tried my best to take my mind off of wat i knew was bothering me
.bt now i wonder if that’s the right thing
maybe i should express how I am feeling even though i knew i wouldn’t have an answer that
..or maybe i just hv to remind myself of the things i know make me happy
.one of the things i dislike about myself is lacking the ability to stop crying
.i hate showing my sadness in front of anyone
.the more i tried to stop, the worse it became
..and then i get really angry that i can’t stop crying
..or being sad
.going outside isn’t supposed to make people upset
.well, the people you go with aren’t supposed to make you upset
..but still, i wish i could hide my tears
.. solution soon. i don’t like feeling this helpless
I can feel the weeping lovah opening up 
.I sat on the bench and sobbed
.Everyone has pain. Everyone has some ache that their heart hides 
...................But why these aches in my life? family pro
.........Not a bright future
Why A one-sided
Hope I'm not the only one 
I adore him, and so does Mum and Sonia! he has become a part of our family.I can't wait for Monday's when he's coming!! he stays till Thrsday afternoon. he loves playing with my pc.Sonia keeps it on for him! he talks about it all the time when he goes back home, and that is saying something, cause he is only 2/N a half he 
To shut it up, I went to the trainer's home. After arriving there, and getting things set up, I remembered I left My little sweetheart home alone.
I told her I had to leave, 
but, she said I had to work 1st. I called Sonia to come get me. she wanTed to sTop at the store,N while in the store, my 
That's all I could tink about! I woke up trying to get back 
bt it was so real! gosh!!! So, wish u colud see My nephew, I love you even 
!!!(in my dreams.
(even if I did forget about you for a moment
This is exactly the first nite feel like I can sleep safely
..You can get free phone .No disadvantage test
you mean them
..I still am thinking 
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